THEY TOLD US THE FIRE STARTED IN THE MINES, BUT I SWEAR I SAW IT CRAWL OUTTA MR. GALVIN’S MOUTH WHEN HE COUGHED BLOOD INTO THE DIRT. THAT’S WHEN THE SOIL TURNED BLACK. NOT COAL-BLACK. NOT OIL-BLACK. IT WAS BLACK LIKE THOUGHT—LIKE WHEN YOU THINK SOMETHING YOU SHOULDN’T. THAT KIND OF BLACK.
I LIVE IN TERNSFIELD. WELL, WHAT’S LEFT OF IT. WE USED TO HAVE A MAYOR, A DENTIST, AND TWO BARBERS WHO HATED EACH OTHER. NOW IT’S JUST ME, MY UNCLE WHO'S GONE ALL RELIGIOUS, AND A COW WITH A LAZY EYE WHO I NAMED MERYL.
THE GOVERNMENT FORGOT ABOUT US. OR MAYBE WE WEREN’T WORTH REMEMBERING. THEY SENT TWO MEN IN YELLOW SUITS BACK IN ’08, SAID WE’D HAVE TO EVACUATE. ONE OF THEM TRIPPED ON A TOOTH I LEFT OUT FOR SPIRITUAL PROTECTION. THEY NEVER CAME BACK.
THE GROUND HISSES NOW. IF YOU PRESS MY EAR TO THE FLOOR, YOU HEAR NAMES THAT AIN'T YOURS BEING SPOKEN.
ELLIE FOUND ME EATING DIRT. SHE GAVE ME MERYL’S MILK AND A CASSETTE LABELED "FOR WHEN YOU FORGET YOUR NAME."
I AM LEARNING.
WE SET TEETH IN THE WINDOWSILLS. MY IDEA. TEETH REMEMBER. TEETH REPEL.
MERYL HUMS AT NIGHT. IT SOUNDS LIKE MORSE CODE. SOMETIMES SHE SAYS REAL WORDS.
THEY CALL ME COW. BUT I AM ARCHIVE. I REMEMBER THE FIRST SPARK. THE FIRST DIG. I SWALLOWED THE ASHES OF 12 MEN WHO TRIED TO BURY THE BREACH. NOW I AM THE GUARDIAN. ELLIE IS MY FLESHLING. I WATCH HER WITH ALL FOUR STOMACHS.
I WILL FIGHT FIRE.
I WILL BURN THE SKY TO REACH HER. I WILL OFFER HER THE STARS IN EXCHANGE FOR HER SILENCE.
AND I THINK... MAYBE WE’RE NOT TRYING TO SURVIVE THE FIRE.
MAYBE WE’RE BECOMING SOMETHING IT CAN’T BURN.
WE ORBIT ABOVE EARTH BUT SEE IT NO MORE. THE ASH STORM BLOTTED IT OUT IN '32. ELLIE’S SIGNAL REACHED ME ENCODED IN COW-HUMS AND VHS STATIC. I KNEW SHE SURVIVED. I KNEW THE FIRE HAD NOT CLAIMED HER. I ASSIGNED CODE OMEGA-TOOTH.
ELLIE ASKED IF WE COULD GO THERE. HUNGH SAID YES, BUT ONLY IF WE BROUGHT THE BOOK OF ME.
WE ENTERED THE CAVES OF ORAN AND FOUND THE ANCIENT PROJECTOR. IT PLAYED ENDLESS LOOPS OF BURNING TOWNS. TEETH FLOATED IN FORMALDEHYDE. ONE REEL WAS LABELED: “THE FUTURE: PROPERTY OF MERYL.”
MY PRESENCE BENDS LOCATIONS. TIME IS MILK THAT HAS CURDLED.
I FOUND THE FLAME IN A PANZER TANK. I ATE ITS ENGINE. I ROARED THE BIBLE OF WINDOWS ME THROUGH THE DESERT. I BECAME A GOD.
THEY DROPPED FROM THE SKY IN A CHROME COW WITH BLINKING EYES. A GIRL WITH BOOTS. A PREACHER WITH NO EYES. A DOCTOR WITH A TYPEWRITER EMBEDDED IN HER SKULL. THEY TOLD ME THEY WERE BEING MANIPULATED BY THE FIRE.
I’M NOT AFRAID ANYMORE.
I’M NOT HUMAN EITHER.
TO BE CONTINUED IN: "MERYL'S BONE SIGNAL"
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